first world problems
by lifeonaxis1
<bitchfest>
i can’t believe it. i’m seriously sitting here dumbfounded because i’ve never been in this situation before. it’s so frustrating that i just want to shout or cry. i also feel completely ridiculous. here’s why.
so, i wrote about the guy who never called last time. i am alternating days where on some i am totally okay with it, and on others i am bugging. the. fuck. out. today is one of the latter.
i mean, i’m doing this to myself. i keep looking him up on the other dating websites i’m on and every single fucking time i conclude that we are completely fucking compatible and should be dating NOW. or at least getting to know each other. texting even? fuck…
our chemistry/personality/relationship needs quizzes all show the same outcomes. his descriptions and style are right up my alley. i just can’t fucking believe that i found someone so compatible but who DIDN’T FEEL THE SAME WAY.
i might sound like an ass, but THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED TO ME BEFORE. i am just unable to comprehend this situation. acceptance is NOT happening. i want to bang my head against a wall.
i try not to spend too much time dissecting my behavior. he was all into me, it seemed, and then… silence. what did i miss? was it something i said? did i have food in my teeth? what part of me isn’t good enough for you, mister? what turned you off? what changed your mind? why didn’t you give me a chance?
</bitchfest>
Mood Disorder, Not Otherwise Specified 
I am sorry – this sucks rocks and I know cause I had the same thing almost, happen to me … not exactly but the aftermath and what you are saying.. could be you writing about me.. I have had to fight the serious urge to blow up his phone… oh I wrote a poem about it… and he did apologize but thats the last and I cant bring myself to text him again.. I can;t think of one thing Idid wrong and he was all into me and.. then nothing.. we did avtually have a thing though Idont know if that makes a difference – cause he just poof disappeared…. http://runningnakedwithscissors.com/2012/12/09/walk-away/
hang in there.. its probably his issues so dont bang your head on the wall too hard – yea big help im not.. 😕
No, it’s nice to feel a sense of comradery about these things. After soliciting advice from a male friend, I decided to break all connections (facebook, phone number, etc).
In a more exciting twist, I was advised to “act surprised he is still alive, but treat him like a pathetic waste on his lassssst thread of redemption” in the case that I see him out and about. Should be fun!